once I came across a report on a tennis game in which Serena had defeated Russian Maria Sharapova..in the Russian internet wrag RT..in which the fan commentary was racist.
one fan referred to Serena as a man, a gorilla, huge and muscular..compared to the aquiline femaleness of Maria, her blond femininity he found utterly female and compelling
mmmmm!
but that was the tone of the whole thing..lots of comments posted in none of which I found complimentary of Serena and the Williams family..but all Russian
then it dawned on me...wiat jess a god dam minute here!!!! let me take a good look at Maria!!!
and when I did what did I find?
look at it: Maria is taller than Serena, heavier than Serena and yes...physically male attuned. and Serena is not...not in the least despite her physicality.
I must be clear about male attuned. there is a sens of maleness about some women that one must be keen to see. it is attitude not physicality.
Sharapova is large indeed...huge in fact! like 6 feet 4 inches tall. she is long and lean and aquiline and looks female. she is beautiful in the white way, a type of look that is sought after in white culture..blond and blue eyed. but cool out! wait and look carefully and you may see it. a maleness and gross physicality that the really female do not have.
and if you do, when one sees this about Sharapova she looses her appeal. at least with me she did..the lust I used to feel for her, the sexual interest her unusual size engenders in lustful males like myself. I mean I fell no way negative about her..Maria Sharapova. I like her no less. she is a good tennis player whose time coincided with players she could not beat. that is all
but the lixxxx meted out to the Williams in the Russian media was too much for me. it brought out consciousness what I had noticed about Sharapova but had put aside, ignored.
I have nothing against Sharapova but the Russians of course are not looking at their daughter with open eyes..just biased eyes. Serena is no gorilla...Maria is more of one than is Serena. but they cant see that. and RT is no small Russia publication political wrag that it is. it is large and has wide raging global coverage. non the less they beat the hell out of the Williams family and I did not like that
anyway lustful as I am I would welcome into, or onto my bench(s)... both Maria and Serena. with notice they are coming a month or so in advance I could take time to get my strength up... and arrange for a selection of benches to fit for the work ahead. they are of course very large and fit women. one must have the proper, sturdy appliances in place to avoid any embarrassment that may be caused by breaking furniture